by Hope
I noticed a grievance about me not responding to feedback. I apologize for that. Between my two jobs, I’m staying actually, actually busy (not a grievance, simply info.) I’m in mattress early each night time and up earlier than the solar to go once more.
Nevertheless, I do learn them, each single one. They’re delivered to my Inbox and I scan them all through the day. Some make me snort (faux me, faux household = theatre troup), some make me mad (I do know that’s on me as a result of nobody could make you are feeling), some embarrass me and make me really feel disgrace for the horrible decisions I’ve made and proceed to make, after which there’s people who make sense and open my eyes a bit.
Psychological Well being
Like ADHD? I’ve by no means thought-about that. And have a tough time wrapping my mind round it actually. I’ve run my life off lists and calendars for ever. I run my work life the identical. The whole lot is calendared, months upfront. Each day I run via checklists for what must be finished, each personally and professionally.
Anybody who has learn right here lengthy is aware of that I’m simply popping out of a HUGE transition time in my life. The final a number of years have been nothing however dramatic modifications, vital folks exiting my life (my failed engagement about killed me), and the youngsters all being grown and transferring away (yeah for them, extremely unhappy and overwhelming for me).
I’m simply now studying to embrace my regular. Setting boundaries. And studying and embracing who I’m as center aged girl.
I don’t know if I’ve talked about it earlier than, however I’m on a low dose anti-depressant (Lexapro). I’ve been on it for essentially the most half since all of the challenges with Gymnast as a youngster that led to him transferring to his dad’s for his seventh/eighth grade 12 months of college.
However perhaps…
Possibly there’s extra work to do. Possibly a while with a counselor is required. Please stick with it with the powerful love. Please preserve pointing me in the proper course. I promise I’m listening.
Hope is a artistic, solutions-focused enterprise supervisor serving to shoppers develop their enterprise and work extra effectively by leveraging experience in mission administration, digital advertising, & tech options. She’s just lately grow to be an empty nester as her 5 foster/adoptive children have unfold their wings. She lives together with her 5 canines in a small city in NE Georgia and prefers the mountains to the seashores any day. She struggles with the journey bug and is doing her finest to assist every of her children as their end education and grow to be impartial (nevertheless it’s laborious!) She has run her personal consulting firm for nearly twenty years! Hope started sharing her journey with the BAD group within the Spring of 2015 and looks like she has lastly in a spot to actually concentrate on making clever monetary choices.
